A Brief Rant (Jealousy, Redux)

Coming home on the train to day it hit me anew: he’s spending 48 hours with her! The entire weekend! What if I tried to commandeer his whole weekend? I am so jealous. In part cause I don’t have any plans for tonight. But IsweartoGod, I don’t know if I can do this. But I love having sex with him. I’m actually kind of angry, too. Mostly at myself though, which is nothing new.